I did set out to write to eulogy, but words fail me.
It has been 19 days that i haven't heard from you and i can't express how terribly i miss you.
The fact that i will never hear from you is still to set in because every time my phone rings and flashes daddy, my heart aches to hear your voice on the other side. I did the last rites, but still i want this to be a bad dream, just a bad bad dream.
You were and you are the bestest person i have and will ever meet and i am saying it not just because i am your daughter.
Suddenly everything is in past tense which hurts, more than i can tell. You are my dad and will always be and i will never let it go in past tense.
You always wanted me and Maa to be happy and fine, if i say we are not..will you come back?
I am sorry for all the mistakes i have done.I never realized them and when i did, i guess it was too late. I just want you to know i love you the mostest and will always do. I will write to you soon, i promise and i know like always you will be the first person to read it.